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Wahahahaha..No school for me..It aint a holiday. I just didnt feel right to go to school..Not after something major happened yesterday..*weeps*..I want my Tzu Hao back..I need him...I love him..haiz..What to do?..

He and I..is history once again..as it has always been..But, I do kinda feel better after I broke up with him..The most important thing is to get over him as he'd be migrating to Perth soon anyway..And the next is find a way to settle Aloysius and Benedict..Darn..

Why and how the hell did I even get myself into this mess?..*bangs head* Haiz..I kinda like David though..OMG..Did I say David?..Erm..yeah david..

Well, we met when we both went for the modelling thingy and we both had a great time chatting to each other..Okie let me think..Whats the thingy that sparked off the conversation?..hmmm..Right its pizza..

Thats right..we..he and I were both talking about pizza..and we started talking from there..cute..sad sad..does he even likes me?

Oh gosh and there's welven..Darn he was damn cute when he break danced the other day..I was like WOW!!..*widens eyes*..lol..he is cute alright..

Funny thing was Faiz caught him staring at me when I wasn't looking..Ewwweek..what does that tell you?

Anyway, I'm so happy..My dad just left Singapore..Wouldnt be seeing him for days..*jumps with joy*

Yes..indeed I am suffering from depression..tzu hao and I broke up again..for the second time this year..haiz guess we are not meant to be..gosh..when the hell was the last time i blogged anyway?..darn..must be ages ago..lol..

 Anyway, i totally forgot about this blog till i went for my dreamweaver course today..theme and idea was to create a blog..ta-da..mine's the BEST..as always me and my lavender or pink..wonder why i'm so obsessed with these 2 colours..lol..

I cried the min I got home..I cant bear the fact of losing Tzu Hao again..I mean I loved him alot..But, why does he have to hurt me time and time again when I've given him so many chances?..Is this the way we both have to face?..

Haiz, I'm already having enough problems in my life. Maybe perhaps without him, life would be better of..We're both stressed up in this relationship..So there's no point in enforcing each other..I hate this..Why must this happen?..

 Dominick was darn right..I should have forgotten about Tzu Hao long ago and start my life afresh..Coming to think of it..I was never happy being with him..He never brought me happiness..Nothing but mere sorrow and sadness..And I asked myself..Is that what I really and truly want in a relationship?

 Definitely No. Obvious isn't it?..

I want someone who truly loves and cares for me..Not one who makes me suffer and cry all day long..*screams* I reckon I longed for a perfect relationship for far too long..Or what if..I was never destined to find true love in this life?..who knows..

Anyway..I was soooooo happy..Johanes lent me the cyber shot..But darn..I cant use it..there's NO more batt left..and the charger is with him..geesh..now i can take loads of pictures lol..wahahaha..*smiles* Jesus!! Did I just smiled? Er..yeah I did..For the first time today I smiled..Amazing..

haiz..I have too many things on my mind that I've got to worry about..sch..ccas..projects..my mother who is ill..haiz..there's alif..aloysius..benedict..darn.. Wtf..i dont think i can take this crap and shit anymore..i'm dying..God save me!!Somehow I feel that the whole world is somewhat against me..Everybody pisses me off..No doubt about that..Argh..GO FUCK YOURSELF..for all i care..no wait hang on..i dont care..who says i do?..no one..

I'm suppose to be sleeping cause i'm tired..but, here i am in front of the com blogging..haiz..i dont care..i'm restless lately..i have an eating disorder..i just broke up with my darling..i've got a whole lot of homework and assignments to complete..thus, teaches me not to be absent so often..still i dont care..

i'm not in the mood to care..much less bother.. Life's too stress up for me right now..I need a damn gd sleep..So I'll wake up afresh tml morning..And start planning..Example..Erase Tzu Hao from your memory and only remembers him as your god brother..which is a fact..and something like must do math worksheet..must study chinese spelling..shit..when the fuck did i become such a study freak?

 Oh okie..Since sec 1?..Right thats when I truly started to learn how to properly STUDY..lol..haiz..I cant go on like this..No way..I wouldnt allow my life to be washed down the drain this way..NO NO NO..Never..So..back to the same old me?

Perhaps.

Thats the best thing to do.

*Yawns*

Oh gosh..What am I do to? Why is it that soooo many people are falling for me?? I am sooo confused right now..I mean seriously okie..Why?? Anyway, I have no idea what happened between Xian Bi and Jasper..Reckon they fought or something and Jasper doesnt wanna friend Xian Bi anymore..How could it be?

 Dominick has been asking me throughout the whole rehearsal to be his girlfriend..I said I dont know..OMG..What to do? I'm not sure if I like him..And, worst thing is..He is my junior..Dominick is in Sec 1..Help!! *screams* I have rehearsal tomorrow and I'll be seeing him too..I'm so dead.. Then, Dominick doesnt like Zul one pathetic bit..And neither does Zul likes him..Jasper hates Dominick..Dominick doesnt like him..Xian Bi and Jasper no longer friends..Haiz..I feel so stressed up..Everyone hates one another except no one hates meh..They dont at least..

 How?

This is crap okie.

Some serious freaking crap.

 Hate it loads.

 God! Spare me from this!

 Please.

I cant take it no more. Is driving meh crazy. Argh..Dominick just called meh..OMG..hahazz..Jasper was like..as I heard over the phone.. "What?! Amanda???" hahaz..Reckon he must be kinda pissed I suppose..What should I do?

Haiz..I miss Aloysius okie..Haven heard from him for a very very very long time already..Wonder what he is doing now..*thinks hard* hmmmm..dont care lahz..

Oh gosh..What am I do to? Why is it that soooo many people are falling for me?? I am sooo confused right now..I mean seriously okie..Why?? Anyway, I have no idea what happened between Xian Bi and Jasper..Reckon they fought or something and Jasper doesnt wanna friend Xian Bi anymore..How could it be?

 Dominick has been asking me throughout the whole rehearsal to be his girlfriend..I said I dont know..OMG..What to do? I'm not sure if I like him..And, worst thing is..He is my junior..Dominick is in Sec 1..Help!! *screams* I have rehearsal tomorrow and I'll be seeing him too..I'm so dead.. Then, Dominick doesnt like Zul one pathetic bit..And neither does Zul likes him..Jasper hates Dominick..Dominick doesnt like him..Xian Bi and Jasper no longer friends..Haiz..I feel so stressed up..Everyone hates one another except no one hates meh..They dont at least..

 How?

This is crap okie.

Some serious freaking crap.

 Hate it loads.

 God! Spare me from this!

 Please.

I cant take it no more. Is driving meh crazy. Argh..Dominick just called meh..OMG..hahazz..Jasper was like..as I heard over the phone.. "What?! Amanda???" hahaz..Reckon he must be kinda pissed I suppose..What should I do?

Haiz..I miss Aloysius okie..Haven heard from him for a very very very long time already..Wonder what he is doing now..*thinks hard* hmmmm..